Ephesians Week 6

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 Ephesians 5   5  1  Follow God’s example, therefore, as dearly loved children   2  and walk in the way of love, just as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God. 3  But among you there must not be even a hint of sexual immorality, or of any kind of impurity, or of greed, because these are improper for God’s holy people.   4  Nor should there be obscenity, foolish talk or coarse joking, which are out of place, but rather thanksgiving.   5  For of this you can be sure: No immoral, impure or greedy person—such a person is an idolater—has any inheritance in the kingdom of Christ and of God. [ a ]   6  Let no one deceive you with empty words, for because of such things God’s wrath comes on those who are disobedient.   7  Therefore do not be partners with them. 8  For you were once darkness, but now you are light i...
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Vulnerable...

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Vulnerable-
a. Susceptible to physical or emotional injury.
b. Susceptible to attack:


That's how loving feels sometimes.

C.S. Lewis
“To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements. Lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket, safe, dark, motionless, airless, it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. To love is to be vulnerable.”
― C.S. Lewis, The Four Loves
I think he got it.  In order for love to be real, to not guard your heart in a box and for it to waste away, we must be "susceptible to emotional injury"  .   My husband will make me mad, sad, or glad (suddenly I am Dr. Seuss) .  LOL..   I can avoid the bad (and the good) by checking out... and pulling away... nailing myself into that coffin.  What life is there without love?  But love means pain.  So, is it worth it?   I say  an enthusiastic, "Yes."

Tomorrow, John-Michael, my 8 year old son has his annual MRI's to check on the growth of the tumors we know are in his body and to make sure that are no new ones, but we already see new one of his arms and back.  Now, we go to the experts and see if these tumors are fibromas (round, grow in size, but not invasive)..or if they are the dreaded plexi-form fibromas ( grow out..with octopus-like tentacles..grow out..wrap around..grow out wrap around).   How does a mother love a child like that without her heart breaking every day?  How do you not "what if it grows into his spine".. "What if it grows into his heart and he passes away before he is grown".. "what if............................................................."     Some days your heart just breaks into a million pieces.  That is just part of loving.    What do most days look like?  Most days, my friends would say I am happy...and he and his sibling are happy.  Most days are  just like yours... swimming, shopping, errand running, play dates,  ...just doing daily life.  However, there are days like tomorrow..where you sit with the neurosurgeon waiting for him to tell you the reports of   his mri.   
Good has happened.  Here you can read how John-Michael was able to befriend a severely abused horse..
http://www.inhonoroftheking.blogspot.com/2012/03/john-michael-gives-hope-to-trudy.html    
He has taught all of us to give more..take less (I have never seen a child love better).     He is a treasure that I will love without regret!  You must be brave to love through a difficult marriage... to love a friend that hurts you over and over.... to love a child that has medical issues... to love a relative that has let more people down than not....   Vulnerable... It isn't a dirty word. 
This link has a link to his carepage.. 
http://www.inhonoroftheking.blogspot.com/2011/06/from-john-michaels-carepage.html  
OR you can just go to  www.carepages.com       search for his page              johnmichaeldp

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  1. Russell PateJune 27, 2012 at 9:05 AM

    I could not agree more. Very well said.

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  2. TracyJune 27, 2012 at 9:58 AM

    Thank you for your honesty, Rachel. You have always shared your heart-another risky move these days. Thanks for the post! :0)

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  3. janejarrettJune 28, 2012 at 9:53 AM

    Rachel, Thanks for sharing your heart! Praying for all of you today.

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