Lessons learned the first 50 years

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I hit a milestone. I turned 50 years old. I am thankful that I don't feel 50.   I am thankful for things God has taught me throughout those 50 years. .  I have learned that God loves mercy and when I feel a sense that justice needs to happen over mercy, all I need to do is remember that I am thankful for when God gives me mercy instead of a just punishment.   (Micah 6:8 8 He has shown you, O mortal, what is good. And what does the LORD require of you? To act justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with your God.) ( Luke 6: 36  Be merciful, even as your Father is merciful. ) I have learned that hurt people end up hurting people.   When I am able to see that I didn't hurt them but I am bearing the results of that persons hurt inflicted by other people, it helps me forgive whatever hurt they pushed onto me and move on.  (Romans 12 : 18  If possible, so far as it depends on you, live peaceably with all. )  I have learned that anyone who thinks they have God

Days like that....


Sometimes you just have days like that. Yesterday was that kind of day. I just felt weepy, kind of out of sorts...a depression for various reasons. I had to make John-Michael's yearly MRI appointment. He goes in Thursday, Jan. 13th. I try not to think that there will be any negative changes to the tumors, but his increased nerve pain has me wondering. I also had to make his yearly appointment with the NF (neurofibromatosis) specialist. He can't get in before the end of March. That was both disappointing and surprising. My family is still grieving the loss of Michael, and some forgetting to grieve as those who DO have hope...knowing we will see him once again. It hurts to see others hurt. There are friends going through their own various trials that make me feel heavy hearted. Sometimes there are just days like that. That's when I try to remind myself that God delights in me (Psalm 18:19)...and that He is STRONG and He is Loving... (Psalm 62: 11-12)... . And Finally....Hebrews 10: 23 Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful. He is my hope... I am thankful that there are few days...like that...

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