Ephesians 2- Part 2

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Study and learn. Be changed.  Ephesians 2 Made Alive in Christ 1 As for you, you were dead in your transgressions and sins, 2 in which you used to live when you followed the ways of this world and of the ruler of the kingdom of the air, the spirit who is now at work in those who are disobedient. 3 All of us also lived among them at one time, gratifying the cravings of our flesh[a] and following its desires and thoughts. Like the rest, we were by nature deserving of wrath. 4 But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, 5 made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions—it is by grace you have been saved. 6 And God raised us up with Christ and seated us with him in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus, 7 in order that in the coming ages he might show the incomparable riches of his grace, expressed in his kindness to us in Christ Jesus. 8 For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— 9 not

Mom's Talk..

Last night I spoke to around 60 ladies and told my story.  For many years I have spoken on stage to a mixture of children and adults..but not usually about myself. :)   I can tell you it is much more nerve-racking when you are!   Anyway, here is a little from my talk:
Noah at 4
After  6 months of trying to have a baby and not having success,  we went and saw a fertility specialist. …Remember, “Rachel can fix this…”…  It was temporarily successful, as I lost a “healthy baby girl” ..as the geneticist told me… at around 13 weeks.  I was devastated.   I remember crying, sobbing in the closet. Again… questioning God’s goodness…”How could you?”  (Anger…tears… wailing…)  why wouldn’t a loving God do this for me????    Here I was trying my best to be a godly,woman… Why was God still fighting me?  That’s how I felt.   Then, about this time, Noah, my  3 year old seemed to have a never ending case of chicken pox.  After weeks of doctor’s appointments we went BACK to the dermatologist who said he had to biopsy it.   So..I had to hold my 3 year old down while they gave him a numbing shot, cut a “mystery chicken pox” out..and sewed 3-5 stitches into his skin.  The numbing shot really stings..and he cried..and he tried to stay still..and when it was all over, he jumped into my arms and cried.  I had allowed the pain. I held him down as someone hurt him..but my son trusted my goodness and knew I loved him.  God INSTANTLY spoke to my heart…”Rachel, stop running.. stop fighting me..and do what your son is doing.. Run to me.. Trust my goodness..trust my love. Just like you won’t allow more than necessary ..I am not going to do more than necessary”.  That has been over 10 years ago..and I still think of that often.

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